My Biggest Fear

Fear is an interesting subject field of discussion. Everyone experiences fear, scarce for each one somebody experiences it differently. To consider all fears the akin is the alike as non recognizing the differences in separate species of insects. They whitethorn be similar, nonwithstanding each one is at to the lowest degree(prenominal) a little slur different. Fear operates in the same manner; two nation whitethorn both be arachnophobic, but one whitethorn fear the dark time the other fears heights. People whitethorn pay different combinations of fears, and the fears may be in a different order of how a great deal the person fears them. For me, the fear of not be in look is atop the hierarchy of fears.\nThat may seem like I am a ensure freak, and perhaps I am, but I mean it in a different manner. I do not switch to necessarily be wholly in tick of the spotless environment surrounding me, but I do want to be in tick of myself, along with anything that I am p ut in frisson of. I understand that until I graduate high school, my teachers and parents technically are in instruction of me. However, I becalm control what I do, though depending on what I do, I may have to deal with repercussions. It is for this soil I do not respond well to world told what to do. If an order is phrased like a question so that I can at least pretend I have a choice in the matter, I will practice the task, if somewhat begrudgingly. When given an order, I may do the withdraw opposite, just to prove that I am still in control of myself.\nBeing afraid(p) of losing control has other consequences, similarly being seen as a brat. When a situation gets stunned of my control, I worry virtually the burden. Though I get along it is beyond the point of me being able to change the outcome, the outcome often possesses me, not let me do anything about push up that I can still change. In freshman year, I had auditioned for the winter play. My nerves were charming before and during the audition, but as soon as I exited the auditorium, I nearly stony-broke down, because regardless of how I had...